Undecided Simplicity.: Archive

Repression at its best.... Things do not change...

I told myself many years ago I’d never cry over my mother’s actions or lack of actions again…. And here I stand 24 years old crying to myself. I wish I could help Her but I can’t. It’s her life. So I will suck it up… Be strong and stop crying, for I am the only one who can hear my tears. She owns my worst memories and I still love her.

Jan 9th

New Year's Eve: a chapter closed, a heart hurt

I feel like I am psychic ;-) I predicted a situation before it even happened… Thing was I spoke too soon. Bit my tongue and tried to not I over think a situation and complicate things…. But I was falling too hard too quickly and I couldn’t ignore my feelings or their lack of. In my heart I know they want something else and that something is not me. :/ better to accept it now. I...

Jan 3rd

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Jan 3rd

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“We are only temporary. Our lives last as long as the sting from a papercut. A...”

– pavorst (via tiny-prayer) Simply beautiful.

Jan 3rd

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Jan 3rd

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Jan 3rd

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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-12-25) →

Frédéric Chopin (6) Common (6) 311 (5) Weezer (3) Wolfmother (3) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Dec 31st

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-12-18) →

Placebo (14) The Album Leaf (10) Usher (1) The Postal Service (1) The Rural Alberta Advantage (1) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Dec 20th

Dec 12th

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Dec 12th

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Emotions on a gloom, cold, rainy, lonely night.

I am such a fool. I promise myself not to ever let anyone or anything or any situation ever make me feel like this again. I will be okay. I can’t wait to get away. This is not being weak, it’s just the pain for re-learning a lesson already experienced. It sucks having to repeat but that is what happens when there are unspoken expectations. Fly this girl has high as you can into the...

Dec 3rd

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-11-27) →

Rihanna (29) Florence + The Machine (6) Matisyahu (3) Taking Back Sunday (2) Memphis May Fire (1) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Nov 29th

Nov 22nd

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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-11-13) →

Killswitch Engage (6) Matisyahu (4) Shadows Fall (3) Jennifer Lopez (2) Rancid (1) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Nov 20th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-11-6) →

Amy Winehouse (11) Alicia Keys (8) Panic! At The Disco (6) Corinne Bailey Rae (6) Beyoncé (6) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Nov 8th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-10-16) →

Placebo (11) Stromae (10) Jennifer Lopez (8) Lykke Li (7) Sublime (5) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Oct 21st

Oct 20th

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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-9-11) →

Ellie Goulding (37) Songs: Ohia (9) José González (8) Matchbox Twenty (1) Sufjan Stevens (1) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Sep 13th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-7-31) →

The Killers (10) The Dodos (6) The John Butler Trio (6) Adele (5) John Legend (3) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Aug 4th

Jul 29th

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Jul 29th

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Dear Future Boyfriend: Dear Future Boyfriend, →

notestomyfutureboyfriend: I can’t wait to meet you, to have someone to put a smile on my face bigger than it already is. To have someone to nap with and snuggle with every night. To treat me like I deserve to be treated and nothing less. I thank you in advance for dealing with my weirdness, laughing at my sarcasm, and making me feel pretty. I have sadnesses, insecurities, and problems like...

Jul 26th

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inside thoughts of a soul alone

Note started on 7/21/11 at 11a Funny… wanting a guy who sees the world in you but not actually wanting to be the only thing in his world. I want to dye my hair red again. Something about having red hair makes me happy. I also want ginger red headed babies… don’t ask why- I don’t know, but I’ve always felt true Gingers were Extra special. Note picked back up at...

Jul 22nd

Jul 21st

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Jun 24th

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Jun 24th

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notestomyfuturegirlfriend: Dear Future...

Jun 24th

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Thoughts... With a question at the end.

You always hurt the ones you love- the ones you shouldn’t hurt at all. You always take the sweetest rose and crush it until till petals fall. You alway break the kindest hearts and with a hasty word you can’t recall…. And if broke your heart last night it’s because I love you most of all. -How can you trust your feelings, if they can just go away?

Jun 24th

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3am

Somehow she didn’t want to confess to him that she was so weary of trusting those people who seemed to want to care about her so badly. He touched her cheek gently, caressing her. Her heart was beating so loudly, that surely he could hear it. He smoothes her hair back, the touch of his fingers sending waves of awareness through her. He was going to kiss her, and that was what she wanted, wasn’t...

Jun 24th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-6-5) →

Britney Spears (4) Incubus (2) Paramore (2) Coheed and Cambria (2) Bee Gees (2) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Jun 7th